My Invisible World

Ketakutan mencoba hal baru benar-benar nyata kala itu. "Susah", "Lama kelarnya", dan stigma-stigma negatif lainnya selalu terngiang. Namun ada satu momen di saat aku pasrah keputusan pembimbing. Sebetulnya bukan 100% pasrah, melainkan aku diberi pilihan. Karena tidak tahu mana yang lebih baik untukku, akhirnya aku balik bertanya pada beliau, "Kalau menurut dokter baiknya bagaimana ya?" Dan beliaupun menjawab,

Hello, you there. I don't understand what's currently happening. One 'thing' between us. I hide that thing. And perhaps you too. We know, that we can't tell each other about it. 'Cause we're nothing. We keep wondering that someday, we can express that 'thing' in a good way. But that day will never come. I know it's hard.